Avalon94

The Cold Dark Enemy... of Myself It's a warm, windless day in March, the sun shining through the gaps of the pale white clouds. There is no time to look back now I have gone too far. I don't know where I am, but I'm alone. I pass a clear creek, as I look down I can hear yelling and screaming coming from inside my body. I can't look up, I don't move and it gets harder to breathe. I cough and it all slowly fades away. I start to walk again, and then it starts, as I run it progresses faster. I cant stop it, then it takes over my body and I fall. instantly hitting the grass beneath me, I cant feel anything. My whole body is num. I feel something

Sitting here alone, sometimes I wonder if it was worth it. should I have just told him, would it have changed. all I can think about is him but I don't know what to do. he chose this, not me. we were friends and now we barely talk. when I see him I remember all the fun times we had together. and I start to miss them. Everyone told me to stay away from him and I never listened. to me he wasn't what everyone claimed he was. I still think to myself, what if.... was it all for a good reason, or will I just regret it for the rest of my life.